It was never over.

7:54pm: oh jesus sex!!!
hello. i spent my day with janet and caleb. we played some pool then we walked like EVERYWHERE, i am SO tired. we walked from my house to caleb's then we walked form caleb's to celina's then from celina's to some school by her house then we walked to cody's then we finally walked back home. WHOO! but yeah, janet got me a marilyn monroe poster, a VERY ymmy cake, and cheezits :) MM baby, good stuff :) :)!

so tomorrow is my birthday.. should be fun! :)

11:35am: gee wilikers, let's see how long this lasts.
i put myself out there for the breaking... AGAIN.
what am i doing?
ah! whateverrrr.

9:41am: smack!
hey. well miss marie and miss megan came over yesterday :) it was great! too bad our chalk creations washed away in the rain :(

but yeah, things re looking good right now. trying not to let family bring me down. focusing on the good.

i'll Write more later :)

10:39am: :)
hey. well last night i went to ryan and kyle's birthday party. haha it was funny. lily, myles, and i were discussing disney tv movies. we all agreed that brink was BY FAR the best disney tv movie ever made. zenon is up there too though. gotta love spandex! but yeah the party was pretty fun, got home at like 11 30.

IT IS SPRING BREAK. let's make plans!

my birthday is in 7 days!

WOOT WOOT... disneyland on friday possibly! :) :)

anywayssss.. i have got some stuff to do.

p.s. i know i typed dashboard wrong on my last entry haha

7:35pm: so today was saint patricks day. cool.
yeah so um yeah.

8:01pm: unstability

10:11pm: hey guys. well yeah last night i hung out with jack, yurie, shaunie, jared, and anthony. and today i did some stuff. and now i'm here. tomorrow i have to work at the car wash thingfor east coast tomorrow.. blah. yeah.

have you ever felt numb? like not physically but emotionally? like you want to feel something... but you can't? yeah, it's a wierd feeling.

okay got to go bye

p.s. dylan keeling makes me giggle

9:59pm: "hardcore"
hello, today i had a good day. umh yeah, won't say anything else.

car wash
al's sport shop
sunday
starts at 11:00 a.m.

yeah.

7:50pm: Chill.
happy birthday to the BEAUTIFUL amanda olson!

4:22pm: yeh.

7:36pm: making up for a bad week :)
today i hung out with jack :) i had a good day.

8:10pm: CRACK WHORE.
hey. quick update on my life. i'm pretty much over things at this point. just trying to live everyday out and be happy and content because that's how i should be. :) happy. i rented garden state today and yeah i REALLY need to buy it. i'm in Love with that movie. anywhooo Lewisians have short day on friday which means possible visiting time which is always good because i Love my lewisians! well maybe i will write more later :)

kasey is my best friend!
k byebye.

7:18pm: okay yeah well i have decided i hate the computer. i spend useles hours sitting and staring at people say LIKE O-M-G WHATS UP. this is why the telephone was invented. there's about a million other things to do. go fucking change the world or whatever the fuck you want to do. i just need a break from the computer. it's fucking pointless. if you need to talk to me then pick up the phone and dial the digits. if you don't have them.. then maybe you should get them. i MUCH rather be out doing things then sitting on my fucking ass typing. so basically if you need to talk to me then CALL. if i'm not that important to you, then don't.
some may call this a bitchy mood.

there's more to life than you. believe it or fucking not.

9:25pm: STUFF STUFF AND MORE STUFF
HELLO from the metalhead, Kasey. Im updating katie's journal cuz she did mine and now im doin her's. ive had some good times with the lovely miss katie blevins. you kno i love ass and you kno i love yours katie, lol. good times at codys house, nothing happened! if anything it would have been between me and katie, and nothing happened at all! seriously nothing happened if it did it would have been me and her, i wouldnt even get that and you kno it, haha. I like your cow mailbox katie, its awesome. "haters call me bitch call me faggot call me whitey! but you will never get where i am (HEY!)". that was marilyn manson if you did not know. Katie loves manson and she knows it she just wont say it, haha. ITS VODEVIL. "This isnt music and were not a band, were 5 middle-fingers on a motherfucking hand!". Katie looks pretty damn sexy in skirts, you know she does, oooooooooooo ya! I mean damn, is that hot or what?! Ive known her since kindergarden just like she said in my journal and ya its awesome, i love her cuz shes so cool. "When i said WE you know i meant ME and when i said SWEET i measnt DIRTY!". OK well katie is getting mad a me for putting manson lyrics in her journal so i guess im done with this, i could keep going on and on but i guess i wont, cuz i dont wanna annoy katie blevins, since i love her! hehe, i love kinky sex and HANDCUFFS! lol :).

3:51pm: happy valentines day
so today is valentine's day. got cards and candy. and because i'm stupid i ate them all.



i miss him.

5:42pm: will you be mine for valentine?
this morning i ran 5 miles with my mom. my parents are trying to force me into cross country in high school but yeh i don't know if i want to do it. i rather run on my own. anways after we got home i took a shower then her & i went on erronds. yes, so it was a good day but i have a feeling i'm going to be sore tomorrow GREAT! haha.
WOW tomorrow is valentines day.
<3

7:49pm: hi lj. okay well i have had a great weekend so far.
friday- perfect. rained. hard. all day. went over to barranco's for some overdue bonding time. we baked cookies, talked, and watched the notebook. perfect.

today- spent it with the Lovely nicole lovell. we went to parkway and looked at dresses. then after we came back to my house and hung out for a while then we were off to chris worm's house. L O L. yeah we hung out with him for a while and watched anchorman! i Love that movie.

but yeah i would write more but I don't feel like typing.

tomorrow i am hoping to get my mom to take me thrifting because i haven't been in a LONG time.

umh yeah. so valentines day on monday... depressing. a day to celebrate couples. and if you are not a couple. it sucks. just like ALOT.. i don't know.

10:17pm: i don't know what to do anymore.

5:58pm: the notebook came out today. CANNOT even express how long i've waited for it to come out on DVD. it's insane how much i adore this movie.


Noah: It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security.

yeah..

so today.. just another day.

4:51pm: i slept in until 8 and went to school at 9. hm yeah cool. it was pe and it was raning so we watched the sandlot. uhh then lunch and yeah i hung in the cage because it's all the rage. hm yep! then millwards. nick is mean and takes my pillows :) madonias was okay. passed notes with my ceirrrra and had liquid ice breakers that i found in nick's pocket. so yeah the school part of my day was pretty lame but after school was fun. miss millward is my most favorite teacher ever.. like EVER. hanging out with her, whitney, and kellie after school was definatly the highlight of my day.

so umh henry thing tonight at 7? be there.

9:39am: friday friday friday
so friday was a great day. i went to school then i came home and ate and the next thing i know i am hanging out with metalheads. ahah yes it was fun :)

well today i'm either hanging out with sedona or holly. either way my day will be fun. :)

7:55pm: la la la la
what an awesome day! let's have EVERYDAY be like today

8:56pm: CHECKMODE BIATCH
2nd place.
C-H-E-C-K M-O-D-E!


yeuh boi!

3:30pm: hello all beautiful people!
in a great mood because i sorted things out with cody!
yessss! cody william sutton!
k bye!

10:13pm: hm too bad i'm not a 2 cent whore.

thanks anyways.